Day #8 - The Second Week Begins

   As I went through my I began to notice something, that I'm beginning to flow in and out of my routine with ease. Its a nice feeling knowing your being proactive in your own life and it being way less of a chore than you thought it would be. I think that was one of the many reasons I gave up so quickly so many times. The thought of putting myself in a more structured routine to get things done kinda scared me because I thought it would be too tedious and would absorb my free time and such. My problem though was I had TOO MUCH free time and was simply doing nothing with it. I was afraid to give up something I had no use for and no need for along with the fact that I thought it would be too hard.....Truly the words of a lazy man. Looking back I'm having a Who The Hell Was I moment. hahaha 

    Lots of things are changing and they are changing for the better! I'd go into the details but for the most part I'd like to surprise you haha. Know only that its going to be pretty freakin' awesome and quite literally life changing :)

   As Day 8 draws to a close I feel myself beginning to pull away from people I once found really important. Being on the other side of the fence can make you view things a lot clearer, and with that I feel people I've known for years either feeling like strangers or looking not as appealing as they once were. I guess its the fact that the closer I find myself getting to the joy I've longer for within myself, the further I pull myself away from poisons and  bad temptations. Sometimes it's a little disheartening but in the end I know, that if they were meant to be in my life then they would continue to be there. I'm ok with that. Life continues on and with its uncertainty comes new chances to make great friends who will fit well with who I want to become :)

STAY BLESSED SUCKAZ

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