Today was a massive clusterfuck .... but in the end it all worked out, not the way I wanted, but I honestly have no complaints. I found the majority of the things I had for my iPod in eBook form so that saved me a lot of stress. What really held me back was the not smoking...not so much having the urge to do it as it was me having ZERO energy from NOT smoking! Go figure.
One of my biggest problems with starting any project is having the sheer will power to either start or finish it. To me that is my biggest hurdle. To be honest I'm kind of glad I lost my iPod, because it's forcing me to be more reliant on myself - to utilize my own mind and will rather than having some electronic device guide me step by step. I think we are all guilty of that to some degree. We use so many different things, people, excuses for crutches to help us hobble along when we know damn well we have the power to do it ourselves. I'm excited to see what limits I can reach and shatter!....That being said...I DO miss my tetris....IPOD WHERE ARE YOU?!
*sniffle*
For too long I've let my life fall to the wayside. Today I start over. This blog will chronicle my growth....and hopefully..I'll get it right this time!
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