So my day started at 8 am. First thing I did was gave any remaining cigarettes I had a nice swim in a jar of water, tore them to shreds and tossed them in the trash. I had to remove any temptation, and I have to say....not as bad as the first time I gave them up....although it is only day 1 so we shall see how long this easy going vibe lasts. OH! Word to the wise....if you are a pack-a-day or more smoker ( like I was ) should you decide to go cold turkey remember this : Nicotine is a stimulant....so once you drop it....so does your energy. It'll take a few days before your body recovers and gets used to not getting blasted with nicotine goodness on the regular.
ANY-WHO, I started cleaning and getting everything together for the first day of the new me when I realized the most crucial piece of this entire project was (and still is) missing : MY IPOD. I spent weeks trying to find the perfect programs to use in this project, so not having them is like someone kicking me in the groin at the start of a race - you can still win, but now you gotta work through that nut-shot! ^_^
I've managed to find a few eBooks to hold me over until its found/returned/re-materializes from the ethereal realm, but until then I'll have to do the best with what I have. The project is still a go...but it's definitely going to be a big pain in the ass being tethered to my PC. For those of you who have been in this matchbox of a studio you'll understand how difficult it will be to do a jumping jack without knocking myself into a coma.
WISH ME LUCK!!!! (puts on helmet)
For too long I've let my life fall to the wayside. Today I start over. This blog will chronicle my growth....and hopefully..I'll get it right this time!
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